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I got into the school.. :) I will soon contact some of the labs that it would be cool to do undergraduate work at if possible... I dont care that im still an undergraduate after 5 years of college..My mom made everything so hard for me for so long, somany semesters I had to leave and so much money i had to waste..On her. I'll see what i can do. I want to get to a point where i blend in..Where, when i sit in a classroom, i look normal, just like everyone else. I want someone to have no idea i was uneducated as a kid until they prompt me saying it. But also, at the same time, i want to wear it proudly, like.. The amount of lonely work i had to do to get to this point right now..You dont even know..

Im excited to check out the nature preserve on campus hehee.

Thanks for reading